Might need to continue my meds...

I really shouldn't be allowed out of the house alone. At least, not without taking my meds.

Yesterday after work I went to HEB to get a few groceries before I picked up the kids from school. I was, again, listening to my music and getting tomatoes. I got my tomatoes and was still looking at the other tomatoes and their prices thinking...'ohhh, look at those, that's a pretty good price' and then I started looking at the other stuff from a distance...avocados, lettuce, cucumbers. All the while, I'm walking back to my cart.
at least I thought it was my cart. I grab ahold of the handle and start pushing. Then I realized it...
It's not my cart. It's the guys who works there and stocks the produce. It's not even a cart at all. more like a couple of shelves on wheels. He saw me pushing his "cart" and he came rushing over to me. After a few seconds of pushing, I noticed that the handle was different. I looked down and saw...well...exactly how dumb I looked.
The dude came over and started laughing at me.....out loud.
I said in my most innocent voice "oops, hee hee, that's not my cart, hee hee".

It's a good thing my kids weren't there. They would have made a big deal out of it.
There would have been more than 6 people to see me quietly trying to run off with a produce cart, the numbers would have increased drastically.

So, I guess I'm pulling my meds out of my drawer ...again.

Focus. Focus. Focus.

I'm such a dork...

I made a fool of myself in two different ways at the same time.

Here's what happened..

I got out of work and drove to Hollywood Video, cause you know it's Tuesday and I gotta have my new movies on 'new movie tuesday'.
Anyway, I always take my phone and listen to my music on it through earphones. Today..I had it really loud and I didn't even realize it. I'm walking through the store and Everlong comes on. I was jammin and scanning the shelves and walking sideways (accidentally in front of people) and I didnt realize that more and more people were gathering behind me. *sigh*...I also didn't realize that I was singing out loud and dancing. It also may have looked like I was performing in front of a small audience in the back of the store...at least to newcomers who enter the store.
I can't sing and I definately can't dance. I just kind of "bob around".
By the time I turned around and noticed all the people...I know I must have really traumatized them.

I was first in line at the register.

I think they did that on purpose.